My Dull Sunday

I go through my weekdays diligently with works and counting every hours to ended and reach Sunday just to go through the same routine. One of my colleague asked me what did I do in the weekend since I lived alone and by myself. So here are the typical repeating stuff I did during my Sunday.

I woke up just the same as normal weekdays. Pray Subuh, then online for a lil bit.

At 8:00 am, I get out of my room, and wash my car.

Before 9:00 am, I start my laundry time. I wash my cloth and hang it to dry.

I clean my entire house, living room, bedroom, kitchen, balcony.

Before having my bath, I wash my toilet, get rid of the dirt and empty toiletries.

At 10:00 am, I cooked for my breakfast and had a cup of tea.

I online for a few hours and fall asleep just before noon.

I woke up around 2:00 pm, pray Zohor.

Go out for lunch or just simply cook something simple.

And the rest of my day is 60% online - blog, facebook, reading articles.

Another 40% is movie time.

Just before falling asleep at night, I go through my enails and prepare for work next Monday.

Dull huh? I have been through this for almost 8 months already.

Haha

Tika Hujan.

Semalam,
Tika hujan rintik-rintik perlahan,
Usai waktu tamatnya pekerjaan,
Aku berlari anak menuju ke kereta.
Sekotak dokumen di genggaman tangan.

Semalam,
Tika hujan rintik-rintik perlahan,
Usai waktu tamatnya pekerjaan,
Ada detak kasut wanita menghampiri,
Dia rupanya menghulur budi memayungi.

Semalam,
Tika hujan rintik-rintik perlahan,
Usai meletak kotak di but belakang,
Aku lihat tiada keretanya seperti biasa,
Bagaimana pulang aku bertanya dia.

Semalam,
Tika hujan rintik-rintik perlahan,
Keretanya dihantar servis katanya,
Datang dihantar bondanya tercinta,
Pulang diambil kanda bongsunya.

Semalam,
Tika hujan rintik-rintik perlahan,
Aku tunggu dia dalam kereta,
Sudah hampir sejam dia menunggu,
Hanya panggilan yang tiba padanya.

Semalam,
Tika hujan rintik-rintik perlahan,
Aku keluar berlari ke arahnya,
Bertanya permasalahannya,
Dan kesediaan menghantarnya.

Semalam,
Tika hujan rinrik-rintik perlahan,
Radio memutar lagu cinta,
Dia bertanya perlahan pada aku,
Apa hatiku sudah ada yang punya.

Semalam,
Tika hujan rintik-rintik perlahan,
Aku pandang tasik di persimpangan,
Aku jawab pada dia juga perlahan,
Iya, hati aku sudah ada yang punya.

Semalam,
Tika hujan rintik-rintik perlahan,
Dia sekadar terdiam tanpa kata,
Senyum seakan terpaksa,
Ucapan tahniah tiba-tiba.

Semalam,
Tika hujan rintik-rintik perlahan,
Di hadapan rumah keluarganya,
Usai kubuka pintu untuk dia,
Ku minta dia menjaga diri.

Semalam,
Tika hujan rintik-rintik perlahan,
Dia terkesima akan permintaanku,
Kenapa katakan begitu, katanya.
Seolah ini pertemuan terakhir kita.

Semalam,
Tika hujan rintik-rintik perlahan,
Aku ungkapkan pada dia penuh cinta,
Jaga dirinya kerna hati aku ada pada dia,
Kerna hati aku dia yang punya.

Semalam,
Tika hujan rintik-rintik perlahan,
Dia katakan sudah terlambat,
Sudah ada yang mahu masuk meminang,
Apa perlu dia tolak sahaja lelaki itu?

Semalam,
Tika hujan rintik-rintik perlahan,
Aku senyum pada dia semanisnya,
Jangan ditolak lelaki itu,
Kerna aku lelaki itu.

...

Ahhh dah xde idea. K bye. Haha

Good night bakal permaisuri.
Moga berjumpa di satu hari.

Urusan Faqrul Zaidi ;)

One word,

ALHAMDULILLAH.

Hadiah tahun baru I can say.

Rezki Allah susun cukup sempurna. At first, I thought benda ni delay and maybe selesai around February or later than that, tapi Dia izinkan selesai awal January.

Alhamdulillah, usai sign dokumen, akad terlafaz, maka yes aku sah punya isteri pertama.

Cuma semacam ada terkilan sedikit sebab memikirkan Miss A selesai around February, aku postponed urusan Master February and by doing so, yes aku delay plan Master for another almost one year at least. Kalau tau Miss A selesai January, dah aku tekadkan jiwa selesaikan urusan to make sure plan kedua (Master) ni berjalan segera juga. Dua kali delay, dua kali disappointment. T_T".

I guess ni jadi sebab tak dapat restu ayah bonda mungkin? Benda buat belakang diorang, konon surprise and nak tunjuk bukti aku boleh berdikari. Haha. Its okay. Slow-slow. *sedapkan hati. Padahal jealous tengok membe dah on the way sambung. Haha.

But yes, the harm is already done. So guna masa yang ada untuk saving lagi and lagi selagi boleh. And yes I'm happy having Miss A right now. Terasa lebih secure. Yes, life is indeed getting better.

Harap rezki ni dilindungi dari sebarang kecelakaan dan sentiasa bawah lindungan dia. Niat awal pun sebab nak belajar kan. So harap dipermudahkan.

Aminnn. And good luck my sis for your first degree. May Allah ease perjalanan adik-adik aku mengejar pelajaran. By plan, once again we both will having our convocation on the same year kan. InsyaAllah. :)

2014 -> 2015

Alhamdulillah. 2014 berakhir jua.

Tahun penuh pancaroba I can say. I started this year with a bitter feeling. Problem and lack of chemistry plus our both immaturity, which lead to the bigger disaster - the break up thing. But I guess she is better off without me. I bid her farewell and du'a may Allah always protect her and so all her dreams will come true. The jodoh thing, rezki and in her whole life. May she always happy. I just not the one. With nothing, how can I have a lady stay beside me? Nope sir. Haha.

In early mid of this year, in the midst of the hangover from the breakup thing, I struggled with a series of failure in my studies. Group projects, tests, quizzes and of course the final year project. Urghhhh it is indeed a stressful phase of my life ever. Down giler. Pressure. Hopeless. Semua ada. I am totally terrified thinking the worst possibility that I might not be able to graduated as scheduled. Love make me strong but yes it make me fragile too.

Once again, aku menyibukkan diri dengan urusan lain. In the middle of this year, I started job hunting, get a few of interview invitations, and alhamdulillah, Allah grant me one of my 2014's target, I got a job offer a month before final examination. All praise be to Allah the Almighty. Once habis je exam, spend a few days in Terengganu then terus report to duty. Rushing but indeed I am happy and excited at the same time.

In the third quarter of this year, final semester examination result keluar. Syukur once again 3 pointer, although tak havoc sangat result tu. But hey, I am graduating soon. Hahaha. Happy jer kerja time tu. Then in September, applied for a week leave, spending time with WVU, WLN, WMF. Then graduation. Tadaaa officially a Bachelor Degree holder in Engineering. Alhamdulillah. The highest achievement in my entire life. Tak ku sangka penat elah study (read:sengtangdi) haha, just for me to feel that few seconds on stage getting an empty fake scroll from the VC. Haha.

Then make things better, sebulan after aku start kerja, boss panggil for private meeting with her and discuss about the salary increment. I am not expecting that at all. Wowww gila. Sepatutnya after habis probation period baru naik gaji, once again Alhamdulillah.

So for the rest of the year, I kept myself busy with work and studied the related stuff with my jobscope. Tapi rezeki datang. I got an offer to pursue studies in Master of Engineering (Manufacturing Engineering) under research mode, with monthly allowance of almost RM2000. Of course aku happy. Discuss with family and yes as predicted, Mama and Ayah gave me their full support. Because they both know this is my dream. And we all know this is really precious opportunity. Tak senang ada lecturer yang cari kita and offer buat master under them plus the allowance tu di provide sekali dalam offer. Plus, this offwr dos not come from my previous university. Basically, in simple explaination, yes aku dibayar just untuk belajar. Put aside the fees and cost for the research lah.

But after give it a deep thought, consider comitment with Miss A next year, nak menanggung miss A, plus long term saving and work experience yang aku dah start sayang, at the end of the day, I called my parents and told them that I declined the ofer. Yes, aku tahu diorang upset tapi for the sake of the future, this is the only way aku boleh secure saving, kerjaya and life in long term period basis. Because kalau aku accept, for 2 years income just sekadar nilai tu tanpa berubah. Sedangkan, I currently earn more than their offer, and I believed in that 2 years time period I can earn higher.

Terkilan itu ada. Tapi I trust my judgement and I believed this is the best for me. I took quite a long time to decide and istikharah du'a and whatever i can do. But, all that lead me to this. Rezeki master insyaAllah, masih ada tapi bukan sekarang. But seriously I am working hard for it. One fine day in 2015, maybe?

So for this upcoming 2015, I have a few life changing events lined up for me. And yes I indeed have a lot of expectations. Especially with the career thing and life literally. Hope everything just gonna be fine. And hope Allah will aways pouring me all these kind of rezki in whatever aspect it can be.

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Demi Mama, Ayahanda dan adik-adik yang aku sayang. ;)

Happy new year 2015.
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